So it is like 2am and i should go to bed but i'm not sleepy so blogging just seemed like the next best thing while i watch surf videos (i didn't even go to the beach this summer). Although sleeping would be a good idea because i have to get up early and play guitar at a women's conference/outing tomorrow morning.
Waiting, waiting, waiting on the world to change is the theme song for the night as I reflect on this week.
It isn't that this time in my life is a bad time or that i wish i was elsewhere but i'm ready to advance. Despite my distaste for war and violence i will use the analogy of being stuck in the trenches. i am anxious for new orders or at least a little advancement. somehow my walk with God has become sort of dry and dull and i know it isn't His fault. i just need to be a little more creative, spice it up you know, learn to reciprocate God's love back to the Liberating King Himself. i am straight up Gomerin' with words about God's Word than the Authentic Articulation from Abba.
So things are starting to change, i can see the horizon. Two job interviews this past week, one which is sophisticated and meets needs and the other being way more enjoyable but not quite enough. Worked on seminary applications and i should be getting back into the candidacy so that is around the corner.
There are still some concerns which i need to just really on God and ask him for the courage for these being: making friends and find the woman i am to pursue. now these things won't happen if i continue to be a bum and only hang around the house. they just won't happen. making friends in a new place has probably been the hardest thing i have ever done. finding"her" will come i guess, i am jus' impatient and ready for that stage of life, especially when your best friends are married/getting married/ have "found someone" you feel left behind and lonely.
So these are the things I am waiting to change...
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