Rewind Time... Cause it's Moving to Fast

wow, time flies and i wish it would stop! okay maybe not stop that would just be an epically bad game of freeze tag, slow down sounds better.  t-minus 28 days and my life as a college student is over. there are so many laughs, places, and friends that will will left at bpc( i hope we will stay in touch and i mean i little more than just facebook chat).  there is so much i would have done differently and so many things i would do over in a heartbeat. for instance i would have never left living on campus, i would have worked less, i would have gotten out of a particular relationship sooner, and i would have tried to make more friends.(the list goes on and on)  there are friends i have now i wish i could have invested more of my life with and now that there is little time left i am having regrets (i mean schools almost over and we all will go on our own way...which is away) but i guess thats life as it goes on you see the bigger picture and cannot rewrite the past. so now i want to live life regret free, take more risks, pursue things i once and still may be scared of, i long to have abundant life that Jesus talked about... i suppose that starts by soaking up His Word and living out His teaching and the love and excitement He gives will overrun into the relationships and activities of life. i'm excited to see what God has in store (i mean i like surprises don't get me wrong but i have big questions like what am i gonna do in ministry, will i ever get married, will i be a good dad? should i go to seminary? okay back to the blog) and thank Him for what i've been through but i do regret not taking initiative and doing somethings different (is this bad to have regrets?  okay it's not like i'm living in the past, constantly thinking about every mistake or missed opportunity but ever so often these thoughts do creep up) o well time is ticking and well its fixing to be t-minus 27 days better start this no regrets right after i catch some z's
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