ever been in love?

so have you ever been so stinking in love it hurts? I'm talking about the kind of love you bend over backwards for and you really don't seem to get a response! It makes me so mad but how can I be mad when I love them?!? I have done so much for them! I've shown them patience when they complain or just do things to get on my nerves.  I have given them stuff when they didn't even realize it was me, when they ask for space I give it to them, I think they could really benefit from our relationship, I feel like I have done all I can and they just push me aside. okay I know it may sound like I'm ranting for a second, I just have to get it all out. okay, now I'm good. did i mention i love them :) it's a good love and if I have to fight for them, protect them, stick up for them I AM there! i sure do trust that our relationship is growing, We are not talking about a puppy love thing, I am positive its a love that will never die

Sincerely all of my Ahava and Agape (because that is who I AM)
Yahweh

okay your typical first blog

so hopefully this can become a habit. i really would like others to know what is up with me and letting them view the world through my eye. (yes you can laugh at that joke) but anyway i'm sure some will be serious and others (probably most) will just be silly and fun.

today has been an adventure so far.  i actually feel off a ladder today at my intern job.  during the time it took to fall i didn't have my life flash before my eyes but it did seem as though time went in slow-mo.  The only thought i had was save the projector! (no way i could dish out the money to replace it) i'm okay.. i got a few battle wounds from the ladder but they will make neat stories i guess ;)
after the "accident" i meet and had lunch with some friends and my dad just to brain drizzle about our involvement with africa. i can't wait to see what GOD has in store for us to do. i'm kinda excited about returning there next year!
be in prayer for me for my decisions for my summer so i can follow what GOD wants me to do and not what might seem easiest or whatever...